18 Years of a promise to take care of your children. 12 Spent being my best friend. My one person i could go to talk when i was upset. Thrown away like i was nothing but a bother. Your new husband is more important. Now day after day i walk with my head down. try not to cry. and hope to god Michael doesn't see through the Happy act. It will be okay eventually. i know it will. but until then..i hope that the fake smile and the hurt look don't get noticed. I love the people that have helped me these three weeks. but i will never EVER forgive you for what you did. i don't know exactly how to put into words the hurt you have caused. When you kept me that was a promise to love me. i am the oldest of your children. the one you told everything to. Thrown away because that is what he wanted. i think about it all everyday. you said you would love me forever. you said you would take care of me forever. you said you would be there for me whenever i needed you no matter what. and then you do this?! Throw me out like i'm nothing. and that is what i feel like at the moment. Like trash. you hurt me so much. and you don't even seem to care. you tell ME that i am being immature??!! you act like a junior high school student. and if that is the way your going to act, then i don't need you either. i have great people around me. Michael is definitely the best. Rexy. Pam. Michael's mom and family being so nice to me. Lacey keeping me happy at work. you guys are awesome! and i don't know where i would be or what i would do if it were not for all of you.
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