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Sunday, December 26, 2010

"friends"?


there comes a time when a person you have been very good friends with starts hanging out with the very person you want to get ran over by a bus or train...and they act like them. and then they decide your just not good enough to be their friend anymore because you don't like the one they hang out with...so they ditch you. all the time. make plans and break them...or just be like oh i'm with my best friend...yea that stupid crap. what's real fun is when they want to get mad at you for not making plans with them anymore after you have given up. yea i have a former friend like that. i thought we would be best friends forever. but it turns out that the other person was to manipulative. and my friend was naive enough to fall for her lies. i just hope she doesn't get hurt in the process. the girl, whom we will call Jane for this post, told my friend, who we will call Shana, that since i was no longer going to deal with Jane's drama, that we should just not be friends. so in fear of losing that friend...decided that it was time to sever the friendship. but when i took her off my list of friends on Facebook. lost it and started yelling at me about being immature...so, since i didn't want her to see i was hurting because of what she did...deleted her off of my friends list..that is immature...someone please teach her the meaning of immature...she obviously does NOT have a clue. So Jane used this to her advantage. She told Shana that i must not care and to sever all ties with me so i don't hurt her anymore. since then Shana has told me twice that she is done with Jane. Both of which has turned out to be lies. before we would get the chance to hang out she would be back to kissing Jane's feet. Which sucks, but she does know where to find me in the event her brain grows back. because it must have run away screaming when she made the conscience decision to be friends with Jane. I know mine would have. But things have gotten better since then. i have the most amazing group of friends lately and i have no clue what i would do without them. and since i think the world should know i won't change their names. Rexy, Shawn, Meggs, Katie..and sometimes Fish. i love you guys so so much! thank you for all you have done for me and if you ever need me you know where to find me day or night!!! Love you!!! <3

Thursday, December 16, 2010

awww Christmas time


This holiday can either go really good. or really bad in my case...so many people to get presents for and i'm, as usual, flat broke! yea and i'm not even started on shopping...and i don't get paid till 2 days prior...the phrase "Procrastinator's unite...tomorrow..." fits me oh so well....so me and the rest of the city of idaho falls will be at wal*mart till 3 am trying to get everyones gift on the 22nd...not. good. and i am not looking forward to it. i know what to get Michael...and katie..i think. but what about Rexy? the rest of my massive family? my mom, my cousins, everyone. yea. and of coarse they have gifts for me. and i am making my mom a stocking cuz i live with greedy bastards and they don't do shit for her even though she puts sweat blood and tears into doing all she can for us...yea. they are assholes...but they are men and it seems to come with the male species...not all are like this but alot of them. Michael is definetly an exception....but yea not looking forward to shopping...and this winter bullshit...CAN GO STRAIGHT TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! >:-(